{"id":2342,"date":"2011-03-16T01:02:00","date_gmt":"2011-03-16T01:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?p=2342"},"modified":"2011-03-16T01:02:00","modified_gmt":"2011-03-16T01:02:00","slug":"vulnerability","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?p=2342","title":{"rendered":"Vulnerability."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Written by Kamilah Carter<\/p>\n<p>At the core of my identity is a strong belief in humanity.<br \/> Despite the disaster and deceit seen on the tv,<br \/> The damage, the pain, and all that is broken,<br \/> I can\u2019t help but perceive a beautiful complexity<br \/> In the fragile threads of our tangled lives.<\/p>\n<p>But sometimes I have a hard time believing in human beings.<br \/> Individuals have broken my trust what feels like a thousand times,<br \/> And now I am among the walled in,<br \/> The hiding, the hidden, the wounded,<br \/> Those who are still relearning how to ask for what they need.<br \/> We are all reduced to this tragic state of infancy.<br \/> From which growth is hard earned, earnest effort:<br \/> Bravery.<\/p>\n<p>I know that I am full of contradictions,<br \/> But please don\u2019t mistake them for hypocrisy,<br \/> For my most valued lesson is this.<br \/> There are no rules, no paths, no adequate metaphors for life.<br \/> We make what we make of it, and that rarely makes sense<br \/> And though this may confuse the human mind,<br \/> It causes the human heart to flourish,<br \/> For logic is as likely to be meaningless,<br \/> As a serendipitous connection will be deep, despite the overwhelming statistics<br \/> That insist it won\u2019t be.<\/p>\n<p>And although I plan my life according to the rules I\u2019ve declared mirages,<br \/> I do not live according to plans alone<br \/> I live with intensity,<br \/> Intense fear, hope, love,<br \/> And from this stems my vulnerability.<br \/> For it is easy to do things the easy way,<br \/> But what is the point of apathy anyways,<br \/> There is nothing there to gain.<\/p>\n<p>So breathe deeply and contemplate,<br \/> Forget time and live at a pace that is both exhilarating and terrifying<br \/> And then slow down to take in the scenery,<br \/> For the landscape we\u2019ve created is both treacherous and grand<br \/> And whether you think that that is beauty or tragedy, it is striking.<br \/> Live not for happiness alone, but for meaning, for discovery<br \/> For the camaraderie of sharing 99.9 percent of dna with strangers.<br \/> Walk not an easy way, but where you want others to follow,<br \/> And walk softly.<br \/> But don\u2019t be afraid to break things either, for that\u2019s the key to progress.<br \/> This is my philosophy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Written by Kamilah Carter At the core of my identity is a strong belief in humanity. Despite the disaster and deceit seen on the tv, The damage, the pain, and all that is broken, I can\u2019t help but perceive a beautiful complexity In the fragile threads of our tangled lives. But sometimes I have a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[367,522,778,359,574,2103,2102],"class_list":["post-2342","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-humanity","tag-life","tag-people","tag-philosophy","tag-poetry","tag-trust","tag-vulnerbility"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2342","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2342"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2342\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2342"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2342"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2342"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}