{"id":2410,"date":"2011-02-18T03:06:41","date_gmt":"2011-02-18T03:06:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?p=2410"},"modified":"2013-05-08T01:47:30","modified_gmt":"2013-05-08T01:47:30","slug":"domesticnoise-this-is-nothing-to-brag-about","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?p=2410","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"\n\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 {\n\t\t\t\tmargin: auto;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-item {\n\t\t\t\tfloat: left;\n\t\t\t\tmargin-top: 10px;\n\t\t\t\ttext-align: center;\n\t\t\t\twidth: 33%;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 img {\n\t\t\t\tborder: 2px solid #cfcfcf;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t#gallery-1 .gallery-caption {\n\t\t\t\tmargin-left: 0;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t\/* see gallery_shortcode() in wp-includes\/media.php *\/\n\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-2410 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?attachment_id=2411'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/02\/tumblr_lgqts9COEG1qzrqljo1_1280-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/domesticnoise.tumblr.com\/post\/3339139005\" target=\"_blank\">domesticnoise<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>This is nothing to brag about &#8211; in fact it should be mortifying but I finally got all the Christmas.Birthday presents organized, wrapped and packed up. I love gift making and sending so much that I seem to create a whole lot of pressure for myself and thusly a major block for getting gifts out remotely on time. It is horrible\u2026 and then I end up feeling dreadful about it and it takes some of the joy out of it. For the little people in my life I got the most awesome presents, a toque that has robots on it (!!) and a bear that matched the dress she wore to our wedding &#8211; a matching bear (!!) it was totally awesome\u2026 but it would have been far more awesome if the Christmas gifts had been there on time. Just another thing I can beat myself over\u2026 it is a very high priority for me and not something that is important to the husband thus it doesn\u2019t get prioritized when I am doing the sick\u2026 and so it is shuffled to the back of the line and I feel horrible about it and get sick and the cycle continues. I need to unpack why I allow this to happen and what I can do to break the guilty cycle around \u201con time\u201d present giving\u2026 if anyone has any insight I am all over that\u2026 because as of right now I am feeling guilt about getting it all done &#8211; I mean the presents are handmade, beautifully wrapped, from the heart and only 6 weeks late \u2026 I need to fucking lighten up\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Did I also mention that I am grappling with my mental health lately? Anxiety is through the fucking roof\u2026<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Personally I love getting gifts late.<\/p>\n<p>I mean, it&#8217;s like the holidays are over and things are getting all normal again and then&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Present! Surprise!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>domesticnoise: This is nothing to brag about &#8211; in fact it should be mortifying but I finally got all the Christmas.Birthday presents organized, wrapped and packed up. I love gift making and sending so much that I seem to create a whole lot of pressure for myself and thusly a major block for getting gifts [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"gallery","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[363,547,2185,2186,820],"class_list":["post-2410","post","type-post","status-publish","format-gallery","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-anxiety","tag-handmade","tag-presents","tag-surprise","tag-time","post_format-post-format-gallery"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2410","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2410"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2410\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2412,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2410\/revisions\/2412"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2410"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2410"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2410"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}