{"id":3761,"date":"2009-10-18T17:46:39","date_gmt":"2009-10-18T17:46:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?p=3761"},"modified":"2009-10-18T17:46:39","modified_gmt":"2009-10-18T17:46:39","slug":"crushes-smart-girl-i-want-to-learn-to-paint","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?p=3761","title":{"rendered":"&lt;3"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/letterstocrushes.com\/post\/103175292\/smart-girl-i-want-to-learn-to-paint-so-i-can\" target=\"_blank\">crushes<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Smart girl,<\/p>\n<p>I want to learn to paint so I can paint for you.<br \/> I want to learn to sing so I can sing for you.<br \/> I want to learn to write songs so they can be about you.<br \/> I want to hold art in my hand and control it just so I can create visual metaphors for your beauty.<\/p>\n<p>For now, I will just write to you. We stare at paintings together in museums to find their meanings, and I wish I knew the meaning of us.<\/p>\n<p>Do you think we\u2019ll ever be in a painting? Do you think I will have painted it? I hope that some day you know this is how I feel. Until then, my brain creates hypothetical songs and watercolors for you.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014 Silly boy<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>This is so sweet<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>crushes: Smart girl, I want to learn to paint so I can paint for you. I want to learn to sing so I can sing for you. I want to learn to write songs so they can be about you. I want to hold art in my hand and control it just so I can [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[84],"class_list":["post-3761","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-perpetual-thoughts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3761","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3761"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3761\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3761"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3761"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3761"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}