{"id":4574,"date":"2013-12-26T02:30:17","date_gmt":"2013-12-26T02:30:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?p=4574"},"modified":"2013-12-26T02:30:17","modified_gmt":"2013-12-26T02:30:17","slug":"mcm-4-divergent-insurgent-allegiant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/?p=4574","title":{"rendered":"MCM 4: Divergent, Insurgent, Allegiant"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I read these because I saw the trailer for divergent and I wanted to check out the movie, but not before reading the book (since the book is usually better anyways). I wasn&#8217;t disappointed. I think it&#8217;s an interesting world and I liked the characters. I was proud of myself for reading something that was upsetting and addressed death so much without becoming anxious or panicked. It felt like I had some control over what I could enjoy instead of being too fragile to watch or read anything that might be upsetting. However, I finished Allegiant two days ago and I still feel pretty heart broken. The last time I think I cried so hard during reading a book was my first time through TFIOS. I don&#8217;t know how they will make that last novel into a movie it&#8217;s so heartbreaking. I did find an interview with the author where she discussed her rational for the heartbreaking-est bit but I still tried to find fan fiction that ended it differently, to put my poor heart at ease (I normally don&#8217;t read fan fiction so this was stretching for me, I actually also did this with Life Unexpected).<\/p>\n<p>My feelings are all jumbled up inside my throat still.<\/p>\n<p>I really did enjoy divergent though, even if the other two were a bit upsetting.<\/p>\n<p>I wouldn&#8217;t have written that ending though. I still don&#8217;t want to believe it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I read these because I saw the trailer for divergent and I wanted to check out the movie, but not before reading the book (since the book is usually better anyways). I wasn&#8217;t disappointed. I think it&#8217;s an interesting world and I liked the characters. I was proud of myself for reading something that was [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[3224,3226,362,3192,3217,716,969,3223,1076,3190,3191,3193,478,863,466,3227,3225,3221,2850],"class_list":["post-4574","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-allegiant","tag-book-series","tag-books","tag-consumption","tag-divergent","tag-feelings","tag-feels","tag-insurgent","tag-media","tag-media-consumption","tag-media-consumption-musings","tag-musings","tag-sad","tag-sob","tag-spoilers","tag-teen-lit","tag-the-feels","tag-veronica-roth","tag-ya-lit"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4574","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4574"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4574\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4574"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4574"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tmblr.kamilah.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4574"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}