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Justin Paszul

A quiet moment to oneself suddenly becomes a horrifying detachment from one’s own headspace

I can relate to this..

“…i’m not wondering where i’m going after I die…

i’m going after the wonder’s of living, while i’m alive.”

Brock Tully – Reflections for living life fully

I hope one day I will be brave enough to live life without feeling the constant need to record and remember every thing which happens.

As it is I freaked out when Google Calender crashed. I fret over lost contact info and a lack of organization.

This type of stress is unnecessary but I honestly feel like the root cause is that I love life so much I don’t want to forget any of it.

Then again, maybe I’m just afraid.

Things you might find out about me in surveys if I wasn’t too cool for them ;)

  • I am fascinated by peoples motives, relationships, beliefs and emotions
  • I am not frightened of the dark but I am easily frightened when it is dark
  • I plan what I’m going to write in my head before I write it
  • I know how to solve a rubik’s cube
  • I cherish things like yearbooks, appreciations and journals
  • I am currently reading Orson Scott Card’s book Songmaster
  • I just learned how to use google calendar
  • I had a dream once which I pierced my ears and didn’t like it, so I have never pierced my ears
  • I have friends across the country from Vancouver to St. John’s named James
  • I wished to be a fairy when I was a child
  • Benadryl can knock me out for 14 hours
  • I miss everyone from Shad Valley UNB 2010 a ton and a half
  • I am more excited than frightened for university this coming September
  • My last text was to Bethany
  • I seek meaning everywhere
  • I’m getting up at 7:25 tomorrow so goodnight! (and sweet dreams)